Truth be told, if I knew now what I didn't then, I would have: Never gotten married. Never been convinced to raise kids. Never quit the job I liked so I could BE married and have the kids. Moved. Away. Far away. Enjoyed having hobbies. Unlike now, when I don't have any because I have no free time to work on them. Would have kept the friends I had, since I don't have any now that aren't first and foremost "her" friends. Hell, I'd settle for ONE friend that wasn't associated with her. Monogamy has got me...what, exactly? Less sex than before getting married? Why am I supposed to think this is somehow an improvement over what I had?

It's not that I don't love the wife and kids. I do. but it was all a mistake, and I wake up wishing a heart attack will kill me today.